i always yo yo between feeling being down that i have no friends and the other spectrum. of course i feel better when i talk to janet and rachel or had a good night out with aly...but the down days are more than the ups..feel lonley sometimes. :( just had MacD shaker fries that janet sent to me, so awesome.

wh having exams now.but hes still playing dota -_- im so worried his mom will b totally angry with me if he fails this semester.pls God, dont let him fail..sigh i wanna go back for CNY and dont want to be totally @#$%^&*( by his mom.

life just doesnt cut it these days.


its been really long, but ive hadnt had the motivation to write anything because i feel ive got nothing to share!

went to eat at Big Bowl Noodles because it just opened but sadly to say,like most food away from home sucks.the Asian food in Australia tends to blend into each other until each cuisine is no different from another. or else its just plain bad.

Gucci is doing fine but ive come to a deep realisation its really hard to keep an animal. peepee, poopoo, food, showers, nail cutting, and we cannot leave him home alone, cos he'll bark the house down.. woe the day i have children. on a side note, jme once told me a story that her moms friend lost a lot of weight after giving birth, i hope that is me too.

most of all, its so hard to house him when we go away for school holidays, i.e. jun and nov-mar
also, school is changing their calender year, we will now start school in 1st march not feb,and thus end later in the year, around end nov. i dont really care, doesnt make much of a difference.

i doubt i have much readers especially since it was dead, but friends, hello, i am still alive ^ ^


edit :
ive just re-read past entries and wow, january till sept is a long time! wenhu and i celebrated our 2nd year anni in july as we didnt return to sg, nothing happened.haha. so lame.its only our 2nd year and we're so lost for ideas and it has lost romaticism. i am no longer the active chaser in the relationship but neither is he, he never was. *displeased frown i wished at least there was some element of surprise once in awhile.SIAN - totally defines it. to live life day by day....so draggy. my friend is getting married in dec, so i have decided that if wenhu does a boring dinner proposal i will just say no and he will have to try again. MUAHAHAHAA.






pictures of my cute ass dog.he likes tummy rubs, biting fingers, wee-ing all over the house, chasing people,sleeping with his head looking like its gonna drop off.


after janet told me about little nyonya, i watched 20 episodes before realising its worse than Zhen Qing. ZQ was like long, but they had more 'heart' it in, plus they made a lot of things happen in those 200+episodes. LN has less issues and they choose to drag it out for sooooooooo long. therefore, IM NOT PLEASED. its not that great a show. when i first told my mom about me watching it, she even said it was predictable. if she can predict it, its DAMN predictable.

my birthday was fun!! aly, wh, and some other friends went to the GoKart indoor racecourse.it wasnt very big, but it was pretty fun, I learnt how to drift properly. :) that was exciting. then we went for italian dining, food was so-so, not like its heyday. after, Karaoke!haha the girls got a room to ourselves and we sang ABBA and all! next day we went to a friend's bday party and i was really glad about it, i met 4 korean girls who are damn nice. we're going be a "kye" which means a group that hangs out regularly.lol. thats what they said.and they're all wacky which makes it more interesting!if i go to korea i'll have someone to look out for me :)











took Gucci for his 2nd vaccination today. i think its still hurting him, so if we touch him he gets really upset and whines terribly. so sad! :(

made chicken-a-la king for dinner, learnt it from mom, but it doesnt taste as good as hers.

xmas is coming.bought 2 lobsters for us to have, on the eve or something.i bought them because xmas feels so lackluster to me.its so depressing!although in singapore i wouldnt really want to go out with the swarming crowds, theres no chrissy cheer at all!!so...

even on the internet, i find nothing to do.ARGH. i cant find a job either.fustrating.all this time on my hands.


ok everybody, no worries. Gucci has toned down. plus now i make wh sleep on my side of the bed, so he gets to sayang him when he whines. LOL. :p hes really cute, i wont give him up! and i cant bring him back t singapore, cos they quarantine him for a month when we fly back again to aussie. he'll get really bad separation anxiety! poor thing. gonna put him up at a friend's aunt's place, shes a dog lover.

well, nothing much to report. need to get some things done at school, for korea trip if i can get in. might go for tony rama's tonight!

oh and i also am gonna be back on the 31st jan but leaving 14th feb.ARGH.