fuck you understand.

its been on bad second after the other.
i dont know, i cant tell if it was the long bus wait, school being a torture, stress with exams or PMS.

basically this bitch of a teacher told me to put my blazer on.ok so she wasnt a bitch, but she didnt tell me nicely. point is i snapped at her and told her a big fat no. she kicked up quite the fuss after, she was incredulous that a student could be rude i guess.

i think i'll be getting a friday detention.i dont really care except that she'll tell my PCG teacher i see every morning who is super PMS-y.their voices gyrate on my nevers in harmony.

i was surprised at myself.im never usually rude to anyone, not friends, especially teachers.its hell weird..am i changing?why am i becoming the scathing seething person i always disliked.i even broke down as the bus left the school. i miss my mommy.