ok 3 days till exams.resigned and so im not stressing.

told mummy ytd abt how im failing in sch.feel damn discouraged.i studied damn hard and i still fucking borderline pass.so it made me homesick if humanly possible.said i wanna go back july hols shes like no study.so she made a promise t let me go to HK and taiwan or korea wherever.dunno la.mayb shes bluffing.also said i'd defer my uni if i get a placement.work for 1yr or 2 then go back..i dont need another 3 years of continous study.surprisingly she objected but not as strongly as i'd thot.