hmm. so far. life has been so sedate i feel likeim in a home. sleep, eat, watch TV, eat, sleep(nap), eat, watch TV, eat, sleep(for the night).AHAHAHAAHAH the same things i do repeated in a day.wah. i just really realised the full extent.

um.BUT. i did go t a party on friday. um i didnt realise i needed an invite so when me and ella rocked up to the party they just let us in, cos we were chicks(restricted access for males) but we found ourseleves totally isolated since none of our usual clique was around.they all thought that needed invites. so we hung arnd .people said hi to me because they were alcohol infused, but im neither unpopular(haha just for the record) anyway. i found it tiresome to deal with the antics of ella. her anorexia seems to heighten her sense of conciousness around other people.because she doesnt do the TEE, and the celebration party was for the end of the TEE(A's) she didnt kno many people, but i must add she is popular with only a select few in school.(its the truth!)okay i realise im rambling but thing is she became upset about hanging in the main dance floor area and the courtyard where people were milling about. she proceeded to notify me that she felt unwell and therefore wished to shuffle on to the restroom. this is where we got tiresome.with out verbally communicating our actual thoughts, inferences were used.for gods skae after coaxing her on to the dance floor she refused to renage on her spot right at the back.on the floor.alcohol would have loosened her up but also she rejected it for there were calories and -_________________________________- very "unhealthy". all i can say, very difficult!!

i bought a dress (no rachel, it doesnt suit you, which is the only reason i havent got anything for you.


AND dear best friend, have a very very very HAPPY BIRTHDAY <33