"i wish i had a make-wand", thats what i said today. becos i find it trying to upkeep a certain degree of respectability to the outside world that does NOT say "i just crawled out from under my sheets. then i thought, hey if i need t look good everyday i might as well just look good without make up. plastic surgery or PS from here on in, has always been an option for me plainly becos i wanna look better. i've seen throngs circulate hate mail and other petty 'rocks' hurled at people like dawn yeo becos she did PS. but im thinking, hey if she looks better, whats the problem? anyway, mom supports me.muahaha. but wh doesnt. he says he loves me for who i am yada yada yada and i shouldnt change, becos that means im changing for someone else.so the only way i'll ever get t have it done is like break up.p.s. i think i coerced him into letting do one section.hah.

and also, ive always wanted t do it in korea!cos they have heaps of PS crazy people :) and today!!!i got 2 emails. one from 'Study the World' - Student Exchange divison that is trying to encourage people to study overseas.nothing is paid for but school fees will be the same amount that you already pay to uni. that will b a true reflection of the country..so the 2nd email was somewhat less desirable 'Teach English in Korea'- a South Korean government initiative that encourages native English speakers to go teach in rural areas in Korea, with round trip airfare, 1,500USD allowance, 3hrs/day, 5days/wk, accomodation all fully paid for.totally awesome right, then i can save all this USD and do PS!!WAH LAO awesome sia...sighhhhhh


pat left today, met pat for only 10weeks and spent almost every single day with her, i'd say thats an obscene amount of time.hur.but it was awesome, now shes back in sg till she flies to London on jun and will be there for about 2 years? the rest of us were thinking of going to Ibiza with her..if we save enough that is, next January :) i'll b " giggidty giggidty giggidty!" gave her a grand farewell, partied at a MOS hosted party at Capitol on Friday, partied hard at Metro City Saturday and today before the airport we had a steak dinner which i only ate half of becos it was soooo filling :) but nevertheless yum yum yum in my tum tum!got kinda weepy at the airport.we gave her a card and she gave each of us a card as well, was surprised and really touched.the photo sits beside the one of me n wh :) then she flewwwwww..sigh i will only see her in Sept later in the year..i await ur return!!!!


hes still out-fielding :( imu baby!