wh comes back tnight at midnight :)or mayb tmr at midnight :( i kinda forgot which one..he said the 6th so not so sure.

hmrm.anyway, i think anticipating his return,my body automatically conjured a nightmare situation!!while i slept, i dreamt that wh didnt want me anymore :( not sex, not going out, he just wasnt interested.period.wah lao.damn sad sia.and plus my mom all lived in the same house.she asked me t ask him t go watch the Olymics beach volleyball and he just gave me a look that said no.i think this kind of situation is the most dire!!!

anyhoo.my body is pretty fucked up.ive been staying up 24hrs and then sleeping for 14+ and repeating it.its a weird situation..i dont think im getting more work done though :( later today im hoping t study PROPERLY.wish me luck!