Yikes. i thought that by excluding myself from clubbing at Metro's tonight i'll be doing something worthwhile.but im just not feeling it..feeling bad bad feelings.PROCRASINATION is only the tip of the iceberg.to say the least, i do have 3 assignments due..

i thought i was well over clubbing and enjoyed being a homebody.but looking at old photos on my own and other people's profiles.i really really miss it.plus all my friends, housemates, etc are out. EVEN the resident noise/trouble maker directly above my room that disturbs my sleep is out..jeez. :( not forgetting my bf..who has double standards.when i used to not be able to go out at night just t jac's place or club ( tho i still did it sometimes ^ ^) now he says it like he should b free to go.really really ridiculous.so im sitting here at 1.40 in the morning, breaking my very effective waking cycle at 7am..partially fuming at the ears and foaming in the mouth from his audacity.and then feeling contrite because i did it too..sigh.and i shouldnt take his stance, which is to attune my mood to MY SCHEDULE.just cos im free, im not going to restrict him.take a leaf from my book ok?hmfph.

well..this is dawn, going back to her perpetual waiting spot on her bed..