i guess its become bitterly apparent im morose personified. we kissed and made up (of course only figuratively) and the outlook appears bighter. but i still believe; im still waiting for a dark cloud to appear on the horizon again. so tiring...

trying to study for my accounting exam but i just not in the mood.and from my fill of ciggies on friday, sat and sunday..my throat is a goner. despite all the supplements i bought, eating fresh fruit and veggies, i tend to get sick often. why? >_< bloody annoying.

i dont kno what to cook..let me list the oddities in my frigde.
1. tub of unopened greek pot-set yougurt.
2. an avacado
3. tub of butter (made with canola oil, __% less fat!)
4. half a butternut pumpkin
5. few cloves of garlic
6. cranberry juice
7. cheese singles
8. rotting salad and week old slimy roasted chicken (YES, EWWWWW)
9. an orange (did u kno i have eaten around 4kgs of oranges; navel & mandarins over the past 2wks? i sweearr to god i got a orange glow about me)

in the freezer, not so healthy.
1. ready made jiao zi/dumplings (korean)
2. 2 boxes microwavable lagsana
3. TUB OF DOUBLE CHOCO BUTTERMILK ice cream (half eaten of course ^ ^)
4. frozen brown sliced bread, flavoured twists, crossoints
5. half a package of beer battered seasoned wedges
6. battered fish fillets
7. honey soy marinated chicken on sticks

so...basically nothing i can eat without putting effort into it >_<
p.s. lunch was korean ramyun with an egg and 3 dumplings.im sooo sick of proccessed.but at the same time, soooo wary of eating out. did u kno the bloody chinese down the road gave me diahorrea, i had their curry chicken rice. i bet they froze it for extra long or sth.