read quite a few people's blogs as its holiday week and im stuck at home alone. i must say its not very enriching. despite borrowing 5 novels from the uni library i am only close to finishing one. and yet i fail to summon the words to make this entry vocabulary-sufficient.

i lack stimulating conversation...i am limited to having one conversationalist who is not much of a conversationalist at all.ARGHHHHH. it frustrates me. i got angry yesterday. theres a limit to everything and 4 dota games (each 40mins - 1hr) is not alright! i require the tending of a bonsai, affection of a dog ( have u seen the unruly dogs that start acting up when they are neglected?!) , patience of cooking 5hr simmered soup - when u stand over the stove n watch...

yes. i am demanding.

p.s. wh is going back t singapore this weekend to sort some lawyer stuf..and his mom will be flying back with him on monday...i have to make the house warm, inviting, CLEAN/SPOTLESS, make it seem effortless so that it proves ive not been taking a backseat in the cleanliness car??!?!omg..stress stress..

p.s.s. they are bringing me durian..i hope the customs officer does not throw it in the refusal bin................................MY PRECIOUSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS