i still remember that there was this period of time that i felt this way.
but im gonna blog abt it again anyway.



its the BIOLOGICAL CLOCK.



yeah again. ive always been partial to having kids. i think they're adorable when brought up the right way, meaning they dont act like little brats. and now i just keep wishing i had one. i do think that its also because if i have one, i'll have no need to study for the impending exams, no need to study anymore.but AIYAH, everyone knows that that is such an ideal.i doubt i can lead that kind of life easily.i need my degree first, then work at a MNC etc etc. so boring.
BUT i swear, i really do want to skip to the part i have a bundle of joy.


*mush alert, dont read and then mention this, or else we'll all be embarrassed*

baby, i love you for the bottom of my bottomless heart, which is why i think im having all these motherly emotions. i used to be afraid of putting myself out there for you. i never thought we were so durable. im so glad your with me, so glad u are the one to hold my hand and soothe my worries. even though the chances that a 20 and 21 year old might make it to 100 are slim,seem stupid and infantile, childish, i just wanna take the comfort in knowing that i've had you for this long. when u've just went to shower, i already start to miss your warmth, your scent. you're too essential!come home soon, im waiting.