i always yo yo between feeling being down that i have no friends and the other spectrum. of course i feel better when i talk to janet and rachel or had a good night out with aly...but the down days are more than the ups..feel lonley sometimes. :( just had MacD shaker fries that janet sent to me, so awesome.

wh having exams now.but hes still playing dota -_- im so worried his mom will b totally angry with me if he fails this semester.pls God, dont let him fail..sigh i wanna go back for CNY and dont want to be totally @#$%^&*( by his mom.

life just doesnt cut it these days.